Caleb S.

I went on there last night and I was attacked by a soul medic named Philos. This site is horrible. I say "attacked" because Philos was contradictory. Also I was "attacked" because he didn't accept my views. He sounded like he was trying to manipulate me and bait me too. He went from saying people on here do care and then he went from saying the same thing that I said I didn't like. Then he showed he didn't care by saying that I needed to change to make him happy. He said he didn't hate me for my views but he did. I get people have different views but he was trying to convince meto change mine. So it went from a positive at the start to a negative conversation. He said first that I should listen to what God says and then He said that we deserve to be punished and suffer because the bible said it. He was bullying me and I was saying that same thing before he did and then he was telling then that people do care. It didn't make any sense. The world is broken and he proves it. He was telling me I was wrong. The conversation turned in to a debate session.
It was causing stress and this horrible person didn't stop and kept bullying me because he believed the bible. I thought you were supposed to treat others like Jesus. He didn't do that. He sounded like one of those cult like church of God people that abuse you to join. Then it just felt like I was getting harrassed by him because he was trying to tell me how to live my life and he wouldn't stop chatting with me. I hated talking to Philos because he kept changing while I was chatting. I know I said this but he treated me badly and didn't care. He kept pressing me to be social and being social ruined my life. He didn't care at all about what I said. It felt like he was doing exactly what people did to me. He was dehumanizing me. The conversation wasn't making me feel better. He made me feel more stressed because he was doing the exact same thing that I don't like in people. He was rudely trying to get me to find a church when I said people attack me and want me dead. Then he was trying to put words in my mouth and he was trying to say what I said but it wasn't what I said. He wasn't even listening. He didn't even care and instead the horrible jerk started arguing about the bible and was disrespectful to my views. He changed because he said that we don't hate you for your views but then he said it's sad that I don't believe him. I made it clear that I had different views. He was constantly contradicting himself. It was crazy. I hated him and all I wanted was to chat with someone because I was sad. This person bullied me to death. He was trying to say he wasn't like the others but he was. Then another thing is Philos didn't even care when I mention suicidal ideation. Then he was ignoring me. I got mad at him and he was supposed to ease the stress not cause it. I told them people keep coming after me and he was trying to get me to go into the car with someone who was trying to kidnap me. I don't think he got that I live in dangerous area. Then he got at me for moving because i couldn't find a church.I told him I live in a dangerous area several times and with weird people and he didn't care either. He kept saying that maybe they wanted to get me to read the bible or go to a church. I can't remember but he was cunning. I just hated him because he was worse than the others soul medics. Now because of him I lost the ability to care about people because he abused me and dehumanized me. Then because of him he ruined my life and he made me not want to read the bible or speak to other Christians anymore. I mean I thought things were different but I was wrong. I was abused again.He was aggressive and turned against me. He didn't care because he said "I'm sorry you feel that way" which isn't an actual apology. The only thing I liked was that I got to vent about what I was feeling. But I hated that Philos was the soul medic because he was rude to me and told me that "it's reality" or something and he was completely insensitive to me. That is why I decided to complain about his behavior. This is not how a person should act when you try to help someone.